Not Only By Love: Committments from the M/otherlands Intensive

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Last month during the M/otherlands Intensive we gathered to examine how Audre Lorde’s navigation of solidarity across national lines as a Black woman accountable to Black women framed her personal and political decisions.  We worked through the layers of our displacements, the many shadowed parts of our selves that show up in our longing to belong, in our vigilance for what has been lost, in the difference between the daughtering we do and the daughtering we dream could have been possible.

Today countless children are in the streets in the stark realization that their parents and the state have not evolved a structure to protect them, have not given them access to the peace that they deserve, the skills they need to love each other into growing up.  Children of color and especially Black children who have been mobilized in the Movement for Black Lives are playing a crucial leadership role in the marches around the country.  And Black and Brown children are risking more than anyone today to change our world.

Audre Lorde spoke out in Washington DC and many other places too.  She returned to city where as a child she experienced the simple slap in the face discrimination of a segregated ice cream shop and spoke on the Washington Mall at the first March of Lesbians and Gays.  And when she spoke she invoked “our children” in the collective sense, who would need our bravest action.

At the end of the intensive we grappled with the end of Lorde’s poem “On My Way Out I Passed Over You and the Verrazano Bridge” where she offers her vision of what we will make our bridges out of, noting that love is crucial but must be met by action.   This poem is our intergenerational “lust for a working tomorrow” a future worthy of the brave souls all over the planet, screaming their names.  (It is best activated aloud.)

P.S. We still have some spots for next weekend’s Legacy Intensive: Audre Lorde and Daughtering in the Face of Death.  Sign up closes tomorrow.

 

Not Only (By Love)

 

by the participants in the M/otherlands Intensive

 

“encircled     driven

not only by love

but by lust for a working tomorrow…”

 

-Audre Lorde “On My Way Out I Passed Over You and the Verrazano Bridge”

 

not only by love

but by spirit

not only by love

but by alchemy

not only by love

but by science

not only by love

but by hand

not only by love

but by play

not only by love

but by fight

not only by love

but by ancestral memory

not only by love

but by composted dreams

not only by love

but by breathing

not only by love

but by trees

not only by love

but by diving into mystery, spirit

not only by love

but by sitting with discomfort

not only by love

but by family

not only by love

but by history

not only by love

but by learning in community

not only by love

but by difference

not only by love

but by hunger

not only by love

but by sacrifice

not only by love

but by blood

not only by love

but by feeling the deep cut

not only by love

but by difficult conversations

not only by love

but by rigor

not only by love

but by the hard work of uncovering truth

not only by love

but by nuance

not only by love

but by duty to the truth

not only by love

but by remembering

not only by love

but by telling ALLLLL the family business

not only by love

but by forgiving

not only by love

but by walking through the fire

not only by love

but by protecting the water

not only by love

but by relationship with the land

not only by love

but by singing our prayers

not only by love

but by legacy

not only by love

but by vision

not only by love

but by distance

not only by love

but by memories

not only by love

but by heart

not only by love

but by translation

not only by love

but by decolonizing

not only by love

but by imagination

not only by love

but by tearing down what needs to go

not only by love

but by the cultivation of relationship

not only by love

but by sistering

not only by love

but by daughtering

not only by love

but by care

not only by love

but by protecting

not only by love

but by fire

not only by love

but by time

not only by love

but by home cooking

not only by love

but by cuddles

not only by love

but by sweating on the dance floor

not only by love

but by expanding and contracting

not only by love

but by resource sharing

not only by love

but by sleep

not only by love

but by breath

not only by love

but by daily poems

not only by love

but by telling and retelling

not only by love

but by bridges

not only by love

but by crossing

not only by love

but by reclamation

not only by love

but by letting go

not only by love

but by letting tired structures dissolve

not only by love

but by unbelonging

not only by love

but by mistakes

not only by love

but by humility

not only by love

but by reparation

not only by love

but by enough

not only by love

but by self-reflection

not only by love

but by healing

not only by love

but by growing

not only by love

but by intersection

not only by love
but by respecting the pace
not only by love
but by callouses and crow’s feet
not only by love
but by trust in intuition
not only by love
but by failure, its lessons
not only by love
but by habitual deep belly breathing

not only by love

but by home

not only by love

but by ceremony

not only by love

but by practice

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